Friday, July 2, 2010

Risk vs. Reward

The risk versus the reward.
Always a dilemma.
There are days when I soar
and there are days when I am so frightened
for my breakable little heart.

I don't know if I can take any more
I don't know if I'll have to

Risk v. Reward
I always stay
just to find out which
will win this time.

Monday, May 3, 2010

Mother's Day

So today I was trying to think of a gift for my mom for Sunday & asked my dad what he thought. His response was, "your mom actually doesn't want you to spend this Mother's Day celebrating her, she wants you & your sister to enjoy it for yourselves now." That would be super sweet and cool IF I WERE A MOTHER! But I'm not. I am waiting for the day when life is in the right place and my partner and I are ready as patiently as I can. Can we NOT make the maternal itch any worse please?? kthanks.

My external response was, "Well since Sarah is the only mother out of the 2 of us, I'll go ahead and keep celebrating mom."